Dear Jessica and Sheila
As Sheila asked me to check in with my progress, I though I would like to share where I am now...
Since I last messaged here I have discovered many things
and through keeping faith and listening deeply to my inner self I been guided to many unfolding revelations
The last time I shared I was in very deep grief and fear and have moved through many many core woulds..thankfully with relative ease because of this wonderful course
And It had been revealed to me ( after a 45 year association) that I have a twin flame whom after our last separation ...believed would never come back into my life. But he has returned, albeit the re connection has been in much turmoil.
I was given divine guidance as to who he is and what this relationship is all about and am in a purification process at the moment..releasing really deep core wounds about " Love"... and becoming unconditional divine love
He is also on a purification journey that I though he would never come to( never say never) ,engaging a practitioner in Gestalt work and practicing mindfulness meditation
It has been a really painful place to be.. but I am dedicated to this work of becoming whole and free and we will reunite at some stage..
He does not want to be with me until he has done some deep work and has resources to deal with whatever comes for him and I honor and admire this so much.
The most difficult part is feeling what he feels and being unable to stop that..however. I know that it is just another wound also within me I have to address and with the help this work have moved mountains of stuff
Thank you both for your support and this wonderful course that has helped me negotiate all of this with much more grace and faith than I would have had previously
with Love
Kiki
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