I'm stuck on "Make Mistakes"

Jan Kolbe

I have been stuck on this lesson, not able to write anything??  It's not that I don't believe I make mistakes, nothing seems to come up as something to write about.  I could go into my recent failed relationship but that relationship after recent stops and starts finally painfully ended 2 weeks ago.  I'm wondering about simply going onto the next lesson and maybe returning to this make mistakes at a later time?

Jessica Connor, Ph.D.

Hi Jan,

You can absolutely move onto the next lesson. If you feel resistance to any of the processes you can always come back to them later when the other material has inspired you to do so. 

-Jessica

Jan Kolbe

Thank you!

Jessica Connor, Ph.D.

You're most welcome, Jan! 

I admire your willingness to work with these processes and create a transformation in your life. Please let me know if you have any other questions. :) 

-Jessica

Jan Kolbe

Jessica,

I appreciate that!  The challenge I've been dealing with is:  I started this with utmost, high enthusiasm and couldn't wait to begin.  Then "life" took a few punches in the form of a painful relationship ending/restarting/ending over the next 2 months, leaving me in a fog of painful despair.  It didn't seem like I could continue this program until I got some emotional stability.  I'm barely crossing over the threshold of emotional stability to attempt beginning again.  I've been very depressed, sad & confused which has slowed my progress and enthusiasm.  Now, I'm here again, moving forward at a much slower pace than hoped for but beginning again.  I must say, I feel a bit discouraged but I refer back to the I AM statements that I revised in the very beginning and that has helped get me back on track.

Thank you,

Jan

Jessica Connor, Ph.D.

Hi Jan,

I am happy to hear you are moving forward and persisting in creating what you truly want! 

The first phase of doing this 'work' can sometimes be the most difficult because we are making the conscious decision to push through old thinking and behavior that creates results that we don't prefer. That "life" taking punches that you are referring to is only the outcome of yesterday's thinking and acting. As you begin to make this transformation, you will start to see new signs that indicate something different and more positive. Those signs will begin to increase in their delivery as you start to see them and acknowledge their presence. This will then create a snowball effect, but in the opposite direction of what you were previously experiencing - a direction that is much more positive. 

If you can review how got to your current circumstance, you may be able to see how this is what happened and how you got 'there.' And that is a wonderful thing because if it can work in 'that' way, it can work in a new way of your preference!

I hope this gives you some encouragement and that you will be able to recognize that what you start doing now will begin to show itself in your physical experience very soon. Making the decision that you are going to create something new, something positive, is the first step. And if you keep persisting, never taking 'no' for an answer, always knowing that by universal law the physical must catch up with the energetic, you will begin to soar into the most wonderful experiences. And from there, nothing will be able to stop you from creating exactly what you want from life. :)

-Jessica  

Jan Kolbe

Yes, Jessica,

I can do this but I'm scared of finally really walking away from something that for 3 1/2 years I had hoped would be good.  Also, looking at my mistakes and wondering if me walking away is another mistake.  It's been 2 weeks now since the last ending which is most likely the final ending. Even doing this work, the pain doesn't leave, perhaps in time it will.  Rather weird that as I stand on this precipice of new/better, part of me wants to go back thinking I didn't try hard enough or good enough. Maybe one more time with this new knowledge, & work here, it could be good?

Jan

Jessica Connor, Ph.D.

Of course it can be good. :)  

Your brain likes the familiar. When we deviate from that it sometimes wants to tell us that what we already know will be easier. But I can feel in your words that you are opening yourself up to a change, and when we go within and begin the work on ourselves everything else starts to line up. I realize this relationship is a main focus of yours, but I would encourage you to try to turn that focus towards yourself with these processes and push that to the side for just a little while. I believe the answers will begin to reveal themselves to you once this take place. It could be a revision of this relationship, or something totally new that reveals itself to you. Look at it as an opportunity to create something new and wonderful and allow that to take hold of your consciousness. 

As always, I am here to help when questions arise. 

-Jessica 

Jan Kolbe

Thank you very much, Jessica!!  I so appreciate your gentle, kind & caring response!  Jan

Jessica Connor, Ph.D.

You're most welcome, Jan! I'm excited to see what you are going to create for yourself!