Thank you both SO much I was given my first teddy bear a few years back by my surrogate Mum.( a lady I et whikst working with sexually abused kids)
I'm going to get her now
Yes it is fear .
Fear of a little girl never getting loved and nurtured and…
Oh Yes! these are the ones I use all the time..i just did another ...boy oh boy!!
It went back to when I was born..I had lost my identical tin before I was born and had felt I didnt have a choice except to be be alone and at the disposal of my moth…
Thanks Sheila I am doing all of what you have suggested ..constantly...except I am not sure what you mean by timeline regression exactly...I definitely use cleaning up past memories .and emotions as regressive time line therapy ..is this what you m…
oops iI pushed the wrong key
I'm am feeling some resentment /anger
I live in a share house
My house mates are essentially great
But Ive fallen into old patterns of picking up the slack where cleaning and being responsible things are concerned
Ive…
Thanks Jessica
I had a huge AHA moment about my, ( and others' journey's), who have had a less than desirable circumstances and that is, that as we heal ..we ,in this new energy, quantum-ly heal the energy on the planet for ourselves and others.
…
And as I reflect.
I have stated this countless times throughout my life
I used
the " How to clean up past memories and emotions that block success (I use
it often) Starting around 7 minute mark...
It’s important to really support …
Aaaand Again ..after a Big process like this there is always sadness or anger or some emotional pain till I sleep Is that normal or have i missed doing something...sometimes I just want to cry all day and I often feel so so alone
Thanks Sheila …
Wow! i just went back to where I made the decision "That it was a given that I dont get "I was actually giving to my mother who was in a place of chaos and condemned for what I did ..I saw and learned how altruistic and helpful I am and I that l…
P.S I did some RH ?/LH writing about 'asking' an along the way in the process discovered its because Im also asking for something for me too
After 2 pages of Processing I discovered a decision: "That it's a 'given' that I don't 'get' ( so whats t…
Thanks Jessica I used the installing a future memory this morning and I have used the Raising your vibration several times And I use the Cleaning up past memories constantly( Often I start with LH RH writing which really helps me pin point stuff ( …
Thank You Jessica ...I knew it was a dopamine/ reward loop
Ive worked so hard at changing old patterns and beliefs around this ..having not been nurtured or rewarded as a kid... it goes deep and I fully recognise that's why this happens
And just to …
Thank you So Much Both of you
I am a great observer... I never stop!! and So Yes Sheila I will relax into Welcoming old beliefs into my awareness. ( I always have actually) and go
deeper into my awakening. It really is Lifetime's work...it certa…
Oh and on a side note as I re-read your comments...I have studied Human design and Some of the Gene keys along the way. It has been a saving grace fro me in lots of ways
AND both of you mentioned pure creative power Which is a BIG feature of my h…
Thank you Both SO much!!
I sure am pushing boundaries ...Financial Freedom .I feel , is the last frontier for me... there's huge conditioning from my childhood around it ..I have pushed through SO many things in my Life...This one is Big!
Thank you …
Thanks Sheila ......I went back over my time line and landed on a big childhood trauma ( my Dad had taken a gun out and threatened to kill us all) Ive done lots of work on this trauma over the years but there was still a decision Id made back then …
P.s I just let myself cry and do some LH /RH writing and asked what is really happening for me ...And the answer that I got ' was that Its just me ..its always just me ,alone ,battling to change things ( and me) Im still not sure what to do to heal…